August 2010
8 posts
but...
im scared. i dont know if i can do this…right now.
i want to be with you. I want you to be mine and only mine…
but i stop myself from being 22. Because I am only 22. I’ve waited so long for you to tell me that you love me back. To hear those 3 words come out of your mouth and directed straight towards me makes me so happy but a bit frightened all at the same time. I think...
school
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emo.
i know you’re in a better place. without pain and filled with everlasting love. <3
“today im ok. it’s all the tomorrows im worried about.”
fam[ily].
i need you to stay strong.
i need you to hang in there just a little bit longer.
i need you to want this as much as i do.
..but if you can’t then it’s ok….
if you need to let go i’ll understand.
if it eases the pain then its ok.
just know how much i love you and how much you mean to us.
“i do want to love you. i do want to try.”
??
i don’t get it. im head over heels, butterflies in my stomach, crazy in love with you…but i still can’t help myself.
i can’t figure it out. why am i prone to always ruin the great things i have going on it life? Will I ever be satisfied?
I won’t imagine my life without you, but for now all i want to do is play.
be young and play.
is that so wrong? I...
“cause if fallin for you girl is crazy, then i’m going out of my mind..”
– Hedley. 